Published on September 28, 2024
In a society where I felt that loving myself (my cells) meant being LOVED by someone for what I DO, I realized that I had misled myself for years..
When I was faced with the reality that I COULD NO LONGER WORK, PRACTICE SPORTS, BE SURROUNDED BY ANYONE, PERFORM MY PARENTING ROLE etc I face my worst nightmare.. since at first I could not find any way to LOVE myself or being LOVE since I was not achieving anything..
I am sharing what has been the most important learning I made over the last two years…
I realized that my thoughts are producing electrical vibrations throughout my body.
Every thought is either aging me or strengthening my physical self since they are indicating to my brain how should my nervous system and then my endocrine system be functioning.
I also realized that each cells can be subdivided to the QUARKS particules state (see picture below Standard Modal Elementary Table) and therefore, I found that the easier way to give myself healthy cells would be to ask myself the following questions
Steps 1: Quarks: UP OR DOWN
• Is my thought/emotions positive or negative? (Polarity).
UP : sérotonine, dopamine
DOWN: cortisol, adrenaline etc
I think that Cortisol and sérotine cannot dance together at the same time, since I cannot be in a wellbeing state while feeling all stressed out..
It may lead to achievement (dopamine) but I think it is important to take in consideration the length of time secreting cortisol or adrenaline it takes to get there.
Step 2: quarks: TOP or BOTTOM (Push/Pull energy)
• Am I feeling pulled (energy) by it or someone? (To please someone) (BOTTOM)
• Or do I am pulling on someone else energy? (TOP)
If I answer yes to one of these questions, for me, it means that either I depend on or someone else depend on me, therefore, It is placing me in a co-dependance relation
Step 3: WEIRD or CHARMY (Law of attraction/repulsion)
• Is my thought / emotion WEIRD ?? For me it means being unique / myself (my cells) and allow me to ensure being aligned with my own path and mission of life.
• Is my thought / emotion CHARMY ??
For me, it takes a balance of Weird and Charmy to attract and avoid repulsing others..
I realized that When I am feeling aligned it makes me feel well (sérotonine) and it makes me LOVE MYSELF (cells) OCYTOCINE and it leave me space to attract who and what needs to be sent to my direction for bigger purposes.
For my actions to be aligned with my thoughts and emotions, it has to come from a place of LOVE.
Unconditional love holds the highest frequency.. Trauma impacts our body over the time/ generations…
To overturn the impact, I needed to transmuted my negative thoughts and emotions into a positive polarity.
To understand how these events were in fact not traumas but learning experiences via karma it made it easier to forgive myself and others and ultimately love me and them unconditionally.
Overturning my thoughts was easy… but I realized how important it was to also to overturn my emotions (TO FEEL IT), otherwise, my internal guitar would send distortion noises to my words/actions.. since people responds to how they feel and not to the actions.
We all have our own way to walk through and I assure you that throughout my worst pain has brought me the most beautiful gifts the universe could gave me… BEING AND FEELING IN HARMONY with myself and others…
This questioning process has helped me a lot, and hope it can help others to simplify the process without having to go through all my physical pain to learn it.
